I recently remembered my old Xanga blog that I started in college. I found it today, still functioning at my old stomping grounds - Jesus_TheAntiDrug. Feel free to take a read through it, but at your own risk. 18-year-old me and 23-year-old me aren't very well acquainted, and I can't promise that she's completely with-it. Or maybe she is - who knows? But if you're feeling adventurous, give her a shot. I recommend starting from the beginning.